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Wednesday, May 12, 2010


Quarreled again..

Yesterday, 3 times.

Today, 1 time. ):

Tireddddd~

You once said you'll go thru thick and thin with me, didnt you?

When im struggling with my studies, when I needed you the most,

where are you?

Is it going thru thick and thin with me?

Saying that I dont need your company, is obvious lying.

But if I agreed to let you stay up and accompany me,

you fall asleep w/o telling me etc.

Giving me disappointment again and again.

And, recently both our attitudes really sucks to the max.

What is happening between us?

Today, no hug from you, no goodbye kiss, or even a kiss from you.

I guess i've not even touched your hand today.

There's nothing today. Nothing.

Perhapsishouldgiveupsoon.




The person who offended you arent me.

But why target me? ):

Is there really communication prob between us?

Why cant we always talk things out nicely?

Why must you always throw your temper?

Why must you always shout at me so loudly?

Why do you want to keep forcing me to say things I didn want?

Why are you like that?

Why am I like that?

Why are we becoming like this?

I only wished to help you,

I only wished to give you some sugguestion, you know?

You always ask me to shoo off,

that hurts, really.

Im sure you know the feeling right?

When you said shoo off, what should I do?

I hope that I can go nearer to you, cheer you up.

But im always not following my heart,

Im always backing off away from you far far away.

Being in the rain, is simply the best way to cool down.

No one knows you cried though.

This exam period I thought we wont quarrel,

I thought I could sit thru the paper w a light and happy heart.

I thought I could study with confidence in me and a smile upon me.

All those are just illusion, just THOUGHTS.

Any idea how sad I was?

I have not smiled brightly in front of you for some times le.

Tears are what we see.

The swollen eyes, the teary eye.

When could this stop?

Im really stressed up w this cocked up rela.

Wanna break, just let me know.

Im 24/7 on standby.

Let me know any day, any time.

I'll smile and wish you have a happy and fruitful road ahead.


The sweetest love has the bittest end.
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