Sunday, May 30, 2010
Tmr, 31st May 2010, is O-Level Chinese Paper 1 and Paper 2.
I havent prepared enough, i feel.
But i not in the study mood leh.
I miss you, i really wants to see you.
I thought we'll be meeting tonight..
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
9:59 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
如果有一天，你发现妈妈的厨房不再像以前那么干净；
如果有一天，你发现家中的碗筷好象没洗干净；
如果有一天，你发现母亲的锅子不再雪亮；
如果有一天，你发现父亲的花草树木已渐荒废；
如果有一天，你发现家中的地板衣柜经常沾满灰尘；
如果有一天，你发现母亲煮的菜太咸太难吃；
如果有一天，你发现父母经常忘记关瓦斯；
如果有一天，你发现老父老母的一些习惯不再是习惯时，就像他们不再想要天天洗澡时；
如果有一天，你发现父母不再爱吃青脆的蔬果；
如果有一天，你发现父母爱吃煮得烂烂的菜；
如果有一天，你发现父母喜欢吃稀饭；
如果有一天，你发现他们过马路行动反应都慢了；
如果有一天，你发现在吃饭时间他们老是咳个不停，千万别误以为他们感冒或着凉，(那是吞咽神经老化的现象) ；
如果有一天，你发觉他们不再爱出门……
如果有这么一天，我要告诉你，你要警觉父母真的已经老了，器官已经退化到需要别人照料了。
如果你不能照料，请你替他们找人照料，并请你请你千万千万要常常探望，不要让他们觉得被遗弃了。
每个人都会老，父母比我们先老，我们要用角色互换的心情去照料他，才会有耐心、才不会有怨言，当父母不能照顾自己的时候，为人子女要警觉，他们可能会大小便失禁、可能会很多事都做不好，如果房间有异味，可能他们自己也闻不到，请不要嫌他脏或嫌他臭，为人子女的只能帮他清理，并请维持他们的“自尊心”。
当他们不再爱洗澡时，请抽空定期帮他们洗身体，因为纵使他们自己洗也可能洗不干净。当我们在享受食物的时候，请替他们准备一份大小适当、容易咀嚼的一小碗，因为他们不爱吃可能是牙齿咬不动了。
从我们出生开始，喂奶换尿布、生病的不眠不休照料、教我们生活基本能力、供给读书、吃喝玩乐和补习，关心和行动永远都不停歇。如果有一天，他们真的动不了了，角色互换不也是应该的吗？
为人子女者要切记，看父母就是看自己的未来，孝顺要及时。
树欲静而风不止、子欲养而亲不在
你留意过自己的父母吗?
我们要为父母生前做的39件事
第1件：定期带父母去做体检
第2件：父母的零花钱不能少
第3件：帮父母完成年轻时未完成的梦想
第4件：陪父母重游故地
第5件：与父母一起拜访他们的朋友
第6件：经常给父母拍照
第7件：跟父亲做交心的沟通
第8件：带父母去旅行
第9件：认真回复父母的短信
第10件：经常带着爱人回家
第11件：为父母举办生日宴会
第12件：亲自给父母做饭
第13件：解开父母的心结
第14件：每周给父母打个电话
第15件：对父母的爱要说出口
第16件：要知道父母真正喜欢吃什么
第17件：仔细倾听父母的往事
第18件：带父母一起出席重要活动
第19件：节假日尽量与父母共度
第20件：给单身父母找个伴
第21件：请父母去吃大餐
第22件：让父母对你有信心
第23件：带父母参观你的学校或公司
第24件：不要对父母指手画脚
第25件：带母亲去做美容
第26件：为父母购买合适的保险
第27件：不要让父母看你的脸色
第28件：和父母一起锻炼身体
第29件：让母亲穿得舒适
第30件：让父亲穿得体面
第31件：和父母一起去唱卡拉OK
第32件：送父母一个宠物
第33件：教你的父母学会上网
第34件：鼓励父母设计家居环境
第35件：和父母一起做家庭大事件
第36件：带父母看一场老电影
第37件：让父母经常见到孙子、孙女
第38件：无条件支持父母的业余爱好
第39件：适当参与父母的活动
我的孩子:
哪天
如果你看到我日益老去
反映慢慢迟钝
身体也渐渐不行时
请耐着性子试着了解我,理解我......
当我吃的脏兮兮
甚至已不会穿衣服时
不要嘲笑我
耐心一点
记得我曾经花了多少时间教你这些事吗?
如何好好的吃 好好的穿
如何面对你的生命中的第一次.
当我一再从复
说着同样的事情时
请你不要打断我
听我说小时侯
我必须一遍又一遍的读着同样的故事
直到你静静的睡着.
当与我交谈时
忽然不知到该说什麽了
给我一些时间想想
如果我还是无能为力
不要紧张
对我而言重要的不是说话
而是能跟你在一起.
当我不想洗澡时
不要羞辱我
也不要责骂我
记得小时侯我曾经编出多少理由只为了哄你洗澡吗?
当我外出
找不到家的时候
请不要生气
也不要把我一个人扔在外边
慢慢带我回家
记得小时侯我曾经多少次因为你迷路而焦急的找你吗?
当我神智不清
不小心砸碎饭碗的时候
请不要责骂我
记得小时侯你曾经多少次把饭菜扔到地上吗?
当我的腿不听使唤时
请扶我一把
就像我当初扶着你踏出人生的第一步.
当哪天我告诉你我不想再活下去了
不要生气
总有一天你会了解
了解我已风烛残年来日可数.
有一天你会发现
即使我有许多过错
我总是尽我所能给你最好的.
当我靠近你时
不要觉得感伤,生气或埋怨
你要紧挨着我
如同当初我帮着你展开人生一样
当你嫌弃你的父母时,请您读读这段话!
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
4:59 PM
Yesterday 8.30pm went JP meet BABY.
Bought Shihlin Chicken, two pkt, one for Bro, one for us.
Reached home before 9pm. Hehe.
After bathing, baby lie on sofa watch tv.
While I was playing SIMS.
At around 11.30pm++, baby almost fell asleep at sofa.
So, i asked baby go my room sleep. Haha.
So, I watch baby sleep le, then came out to living room to play SIMS again.
From time to time, i'll go check on baby.
Haha, he sleeps like a log lahhs. X:
And, i was damn afraid daddy they all will come back tho they said they'll be staying at JB overnight.
Haha, so bro also stayed up w me. Only baby slept.
At around 2am plus, online.
But awhile later jiu offline le.
Went to see Bro play SIMS.
at around 3.30am, see dad they all havent come back,
I felt relieved. Thinking they may be really didn come back tonight.
Haha, so went to sleep alr. Heng i got double deck bed uh. if not jiu need slp living room le.
Brother also slpet. And, baby woke up at 5am plus cos he say he's cold.
No aircon lehs, but kinda windy lahs.
he asked me can off fan. I say can. (:
Haha. at around, 10amplus, daddy called me to wake up thru phone from malaysia.
He says bro going tuition le. Haha. but after that i still fall asleep. X:
then, baby ard 11am left my house to work.
So nice luhs, ytd baby sleep at my house.
Look down from upper deck bed jiu can see bibi le. :D
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
4:35 PM
Oh ya, after so much hard work, its time to see the results yea?
I would say quite badly done? ):
MT P2 - 41/70
SS - 31/50
EL P2 - 30/50
Geog - 36/50
Chem P1 - 17/20
Chem P2 - 46/65
Phy P2 - 52/65
EM P1 - 55/80
EM P2 - 48/100AM P1 - 33/80AM P2 - 64/100
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
2:00 AM
One last time, one last chance. [:After much reluctancy and hesitation and doubts and insecurity,
I decided to listen to Dearest to love him as well as treasure this rela
one last time.
Will it be one last try for us?
Yep, LAST.
Which last? Long-lasting that last? Or the final try?
Hope it will be a successful one then. (:
Lets work hard tgtr to a better road ahead, okay?
I really forgot some memories that we have together,
thus i went to browse thru all our photos.
Managed to recollect some memories backk.
Happy, i guess?
Now.. Dearest is sleeping like a log! :D
No doubt, it is 1am plus now.
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
1:58 AM
Friday, May 21, 2010
Cried it all out today, felt so much btr. (:
Practically cried from morning till afternoon.
Even bought tissues when otw to school cos i know when i think of it,
i'll tears. X:
Thanks for being there for me although i kept pushing you away.
And thanks twinny for concerning me.
Thanks thanks.
Those cuts don't hurt as compared to the hurt I had in my heart.
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
8:43 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
我受够了, 真的够了!
我很累, 真的累了!
我什么都不想要了!
是我让你那么痛苦的, 我恨不得马上消失在你面前!
是我这个女朋友没有用.
对不起, 我很失败.
放弃我吧, 我不值得你为我付出那么多, 牺牲那么多.
放手吧, 你会比较好过的.我真的恨不得割死自己...
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
9:49 PM
Since you cant make me happy, I will find my happiness myself.
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
1:30 AM
My heart tells me i care, but i do otherwise.My heart tells me im not angry, but i do otherwise.I cant follow my heart. I've lost my way, I've lost myself.You have lost me.
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
1:29 AM
I didn went home after you left.
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
1:18 AM
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Yep yep! Mine exam's finally over.
No school for me on Monday and Tuesday!
*Wheeeeeeeees!*
Anw, Add-Maths paper 2 was okayokay, i would say average? Oo
Of all papers, I love Phy Paper 1 and Paper 2 most. Hehes.
Yesterday last paper ended at 1015am. Shiok.
Meet beloved outside school, met Xiang on train. And we trained all the way till City hall.
Wanted to eat Aston* but almost all beef, so Beloved say dont eat that cos bo hua as xiang and me cant eat beef. (:
So Beloved decide to eat NewYorkNewYork(NYNY). We let her decide cos its her birthday ma! :D
Went Raffles thr i think? NYNY not open.
So went suntec to eat. No one's thr lo.
So we ate thr. (: Beloved and Xiang ordered something similar to fish and chips while I ordered Hot plate sizzling spaghetti with black pepper chicken.
Ordered drinks and soup too. Had a blast down there lo. (:
The bill is _______ . Secret!
After we had our fill, went walk walk around and then headed to Bugis.
Shop but didn manage to buy anything. ):
After that, we went to MOF to had ice-cream.
Actually not we eat lar, is Beloved eat only.
After that quite tired le, jiu went home le.
Later at 6.30pm going party at lakeshore. Whoa~
Looking forward.
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
11:18 AM
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Quarreled again..Yesterday, 3 times.
Today, 1 time. ):
Tireddddd~
You once said you'll go thru thick and thin with me, didnt you?
When im struggling with my studies, when I needed you the most,
where are you?
Is it going thru thick and thin with me?
Saying that I dont need your company, is obvious lying.
But if I agreed to let you stay up and accompany me,
you fall asleep w/o telling me etc.
Giving me disappointment again and again.
And, recently both our attitudes really sucks to the max.
What is happening between us?
Today, no hug from you, no goodbye kiss, or even a kiss from you.
I guess i've not even touched your hand today.
There's nothing today. Nothing.
Perhapsishouldgiveupsoon.
The person who offended you arent me.
But why target me? ):
Is there really communication prob between us?
Why cant we always talk things out nicely?
Why must you always throw your temper?
Why must you always shout at me so loudly?
Why do you want to keep forcing me to say things I didn want?
Why are you like that?
Why am I like that?
Why are we becoming like this?
I only wished to help you,
I only wished to give you some sugguestion, you know?
You always ask me to shoo off,
that hurts, really.
Im sure you know the feeling right?
When you said shoo off, what should I do?
I hope that I can go nearer to you, cheer you up.
But im always not following my heart,
Im always backing off away from you far far away.
Being in the rain, is simply the best way to cool down.
No one knows you cried though.
This exam period I thought we wont quarrel,
I thought I could sit thru the paper w a light and happy heart.
I thought I could study with confidence in me and a smile upon me.
All those are just illusion, just THOUGHTS.
Any idea how sad I was?
I have not smiled brightly in front of you for some times le.
Tears are what we see.
The swollen eyes, the teary eye.
When could this stop?
Im really stressed up w this cocked up rela. Wanna break, just let me know.
Im 24/7 on standby.
Let me know any day, any time.
I'll smile and wish you have a happy and fruitful road ahead.
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
3:32 PM
Today chem was alright, but moles calculation cmi lo. X:
Emaths Paper 2's worse ):
Flunk liaos -.-
After exam ended, straight home.
Use computer till now.
And, gonna take nap soon.
Tiredddd!~
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
3:03 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
4E5 ^^
SMILES :DD
TWISSSSTTTTTTTTS ~
MWARRRRRRRRKS!
We arent really les, dont worry (:
*OinkOink*
My handsome Korkor and me (:(:
Big dino and me ((:Making my face smeared w cream.
Gahhhhhhhs!
My Pink Panther Cake! :D
On my birthday, Twinny, Kor and dino made my surprise so successful!
Thanks alot (:
( Kor, i write you uber shuai le. saw it? (: )
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
8:05 PM
Well, Im fcuking moodless today~
Whats going on this Earth actually?
People cant communicate well.
Hey, we are all humans, ya?
Why cant we communicate well?
Huhhhh!~
Today exam was alright, esp PHYSICSSS!~
*happy* Hope to score well? Hehes.
Tmr's chem. (:
Hope it turns out well? :D *pray*
going to study soon.
Bye, earthlings! Jiayou, ;)
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
7:34 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
人到世界上来，从生到死，
数年岁月寒暑，也只是经过而已。
对于过客的人生，
有的人活得很认真，有的人活得很随便。
在匆匆的生命中，
我们能为人间留下一些超越匆匆的纪念吗?
The sweetest love has the bittest end.
7:33 PM
4E5 ^^
SMILES :DD
TWISSSSTTTTTTTTS ~
MWARRRRRRRRKS!
*OinkOink*
My handsome Korkor and me (:(:
Big dino and me ((:
My Pink Panther Cake! :D
